It's been rather easy for me these days. It may be too easy that my life started to fall apart. I've been posted to a camp far away from where I live, and the posting allows me to stay out. It's really a hassle to travel to and fro everyday for a total of more than 3 hours, let alone the travel expenses. Taking things positively, I've tried to keep my mind. Along the way, I think some of the scenery I see everyday keeps me thinking.


Remembering that I am going to die soon is the best 'tool' to be utilized and motivate myself to do something of value. I've not been feeling great nowadays, and the absence of purpose of what I live for ain't there still. Not trying to be unappreciative, just have to think and look harder, I guess.


Cafe-hopping with so little money to spend, but time well spent catching up with a good friend! Trying to pick up calligraphy but this girl write better than me. Oh well.. And then I get to see the Ferrari on Saturday.



For now, I don't really know what to do with my life, need help before everything crashes.

written @ 8:47 PM