It has been another tiring week. Monday was just a great time rushing proposal for the Ladies' Night '11 that will be happening this October. For the first time, I'm in such important group. In any case, I was quite guilty that I didn't make it for the previous week when they discuss most of the stuff as I was off on Genting trip.

But the proposal did went alright on Tuesday. I was really glad we managed to pull it off given such a limited time. I thank all those who've help their very best and also each and everyone as all had made significant contribution to make it looks good. On the other hand, I didn't thought that I'd contributed much to the proposal, though they say I did fine. There was some conflict but we managed to clear the misunderstanding, or so I hope.

And then came Wednesday. I was supposed to go shop for belle's present but failed cause Karin couldn't make it last minute. Fortunately, my day wasn't screwed and I managed to attend the mental skill talk. It was an inspirational one and I think it has influenced me quite a lot. During which, there was this funny activity of catching balls. Quite funny but yea. They decided to go Swensens after much pondering here and there before they actually decided. Nevertheless, it was a funny session and dinner where all chatted happily, but, me. Why is it that the habit of mine still remain unchanged? Punctuality is apparent problem rising from old habits too.

I really regretted being too quiet most of the time, and I've not made much progress since the day I decide to change. I will try harder to kill the ego within me. It's killing me wherever I go. No matter what, I just want to change, and I'll start from tkd people. Hopefully, I can know all of them before the next semester starts. Speaking of which, I just can't wait to see how I fared for my very first semester in RP. Of course, fear was unavoidable as I did not have so much confidence when I did the UTs. As far as I'm concerned, only those who didn't study will fear the results they'll get. Though I believed that I people who studied will not fear, the method of studying must also take into considerations before the efforts are put in. Without proper way to study, no matter how much effort or time is put in, nothing really goes in.. Nevertheless, it's always the same; Expect for the worse, Hope for the best. I hope all would get what they expected.

written @ 3:23 AM