Again, i updated my blog.. Its been so long but yet so short in other ways. Why has life turn this way for me? Its not what i mean to choose..

Why? Im losing my perspectives in life now.. i've gone from bad to worst.. i was doing quite well from the start, but wtf? All is like going from bad to worst, for example, my common test result. Its not gonna make it.. I Am not gonna make it if i continue this way. I'll definitely do sth.. But what?

1st was my brother's concern, and 2nd i don't understand myself why i fall at this point of time.. Time is my enemy for this year, considering the fact that i didn't even study and passed the n lvl.. Lots to catch up, but no time, or my time management failed me? For sometimes this month when i saw my result, i like want to give up le.. Feeling a bit tired but i will persevere thru this year and get good result, no doubt.. Believe in myself?!

School life is getting more and more interesting as time goes by.. For the 1st time in such a long time.. i actually regretted not going to school as the past me, i've long forgotten what its like to go out with school frens or making frens with school frens.. For such a long time, man..

Next, i will admit that im a partially failed organizer, cos so little ppl support me when i organise lj gh outing.. cos all fly me kite, say see 1st, den end up say dun wan go.. Those little B*st*rd.. fk.. end up only like 5 of us were gathered..

Played too much during the march hols.. & i still dare to say my time is enemy.. 1st the gh outing i org, next i slack ard on mon n tues, wed go out with school frens all day, den thurs go movie with yan oso take whole day.. Den fri do lj stuff like blogging and downloading movies.. nvm, do blogging.. Since i so long nv blog le n now don't feel like doing work..

Blog more the next post, i hope.. Kpop rox!~

written @ 10:39 AM